Dam it must be nice just to enjoy life for people do not know what a joy it is just to be you and how lucky that they are that they are not me and had to learn things the way I did for to learn that just having free mind and body is one of the most wonderful things that there can be.
For dam you God for if only I could destroy you my self I would but then I would have to be God and I do not want it; why can't we just have a spirit punch out drag out fight and get it over with.
For how many times God can you knock me down and expect me to get up
Dam you people show me [p31-b6] that you do not care just show me that you are like the people around here and show me that you do not care for my son and I'll show you how I do not care for you as I send you to hell
[p32-b6] For a women once said that she did not want to try and solve the problems of a marriage and it is the first time there was a problem and she was the cause of it
For what the hell you doing God is every bodies brain burned out on reading the old so you are giving them some new stuff
Why has it to be this way why torture me for you let a part of me be free but you do not let me [p62-b6] be free you hold me in damness and you hold no other for how do you expect to justify what you have done to others for why let those who have defied you get respect why not let people know what you think of them and then only can they change because they do not think that they have done wrong and do not care what happens because people think they are respectable but how can they be respectable if they have done nothing to make up for there mistake and that is all the lies they made up about me, how can people not wonder what happened to change people from what they were doing
For why did they want to destroy him what could have people done to have others turn against him instead of try and help.
For there is no rest for the wicked means that there is no rest in hell for our purpose
For the good can get better and the bad can change for not all the good will stay good and not all the bad will change
For I do not want to destroy them I want to give them a chance to change for you have even seen how the bad get better but some one else takes their place so we have to teach them all how to be good
For the way some have tried to destroy you thy son I do not see much difference in them than those who turned on Jesus
For if I make it up to you then you have to give another a chance to make it up to you to, find out what happened but do not put the blame on no one for I take responsibility for what happened to you thy son for I could have stopped it at any time
For to live with out a purpose is not living really at all, for all you mighty worriers for why not take up the cross and fight a battle my way for those who die for me live forever; for can't you see I'm at war but I have to do it in peace so how many will stand up with me for it is a war that really never ends and I am in it just because of God
For why does there have to be a end one ask when he talked of space but until you find a end there is none but space does not end, for time and space does not end and in this world things change
For there comes a time that with out a God then people are nothing for God made man spirit that is what makes man different then anything else, for man was created by God
For we wrote once if they do not like me for the length of my hair and the close I wear them they are not worth knowing because they do not try and get to know me.
For one meaning about Jesus is that there is no body to great that they can not die for God
For God really does not care about the flesh he cares more about the spirit.
For God is looking at these people and saying look at all them beautiful spirits
For we said that the day of recognition that all have a clean slate so they have a chance to go to heaven [p76-b6] for I do not want a bunch of jerks just doing things wrong and hurting others just because they all ready know that they would go to hell because of things that they have done but they have to ask for forgiveness and repent from their bad ways
For how do you explain to people that something is controlling my body and mind how do I even have a chance because I am dealing with the unknown and because it is unknown and the things that it does to me are unknown it gives me not a chance and why teach me things of the unknown if it is the only one who can do what it has done and yet say that Satan could do this to some one for it tells me of Satan and what he could do, but say that Satan does not do it any more so what has it done but teach me Satan ways and let me know how bad it can be to be in total control by something that is [p86-b6] not of this world
For like in one of Moss's songs, and like Jesus I have the knowledge that I can not die for no one but God can kill a spirit, and in the song it says that one will stand up and say that he can not die for he lives forever.
For one of the problems now is what happens if I do prove that I am taken over by something; if it was done on a small scale, what would be done to the man because no one knows how to deal with the unknown so all they really could do is study the man and try and find out a way to get rid of what is with in, and if it was done a little larger way or if they could not find out a way to get rid of what is within them what would they do but crucify one in some way, how could God allow this to happen to one of his children, why would he let something like this happen if it were not to let it be [p90-b6] known that there are things other than man and that there is a spirit world but there are not that many that think of it as a way that God does let it be known; but for people not to believe and try and cover up something that some how they should of have tried to find out about for a lot know of the possibility that some one could be taken over or talking with something is wrong with some one that they really do not think that is possible but a problem of proving something just so people would believe and thing that some one said is that not all are honest and one could do some harm if people just believe everything a person said so that is one of the big difference of some one working with God, but it takes God to prove himself, for anything could take someone [p91-b6] over but only God can prove God but it is a shame if God has to destroy just to prove himself so if God tried it now it would find if man is able to understand that God does not really want to destroy man but knows that a lot of men are stupid and it would take destruction to prove something to them how does God talk to man if they are stupid enough to challenge God, for look at it in a way that if man challenged God into destruction then not all would be destroyed is not very smart for you may not be one that survive.
[p93-b6] For there is no man that is so great that he can not bow his head a pray, for even the son of God bowed his head and prayed to God.
For I am sick and tired of hearing what people want and don't want, what matters is what I want and don't want
For those who say to always go with the feelings of your heart, will sometimes the heart can lead you wrong for if your heart tells you to do something that is against Gods low then it is leading you wrong
For how long is thy father going to make me walk slowly to my doom for how does he expect to gain for the more thy father puts me through the less I think that he is going to help and the less it looks like he is going to help the less I can think it is God the only [p99-b6] thing that I got to go on any more is that it is me and it keeps saying that it is God or because of the control that I am God, so that would make me God in flesh for we are one and it sure has not been a good feeling but yet it is what is happening to me that does not let me forget that there is something else in control of my body but we can explain what is happening but because no one can see then they just can not believe so you can not blame those who tried and there is one young girl that always call me God she is always welcome in my presence's and has a home in heaven.
[x] For put back the words love, honor and obey for the women to say in marriage and once you break that marriage vow you also break it to God for women have broken the vows no matter what those are the words for sickness and health and richness and poorness for who ever breaks this vows really can not love Gods way and are incapable of ever telling the truth for they have lied to God when they say I do and then get a divorce
[p103-b6] For Jesus did not die on the cross so man kind could use it for an excuse so they could sin and get away with it, it stopped them from having to do the sin sacrifice and it does not mean that all sins are forgiving; and the words our God is a for giving God does not mean that God forgives everything and every one
For the words follow the feelings of your heart is not a excuse to run around and be [p104-b6] a whore and it only makes since if you live by Gods laws and even makes since if you know what the sins are for to know what God intended man to be is to know the laws and sins; and to love Gods way is to live by the law and avoid the sins.
For it is not mans place to please women but women to please man, for it is man to please God not women
Human law is in big trouble because it defies Gods law, human wants what human wants and not what God wants, human wants to do Satins bidding and yet go to heaven and God will not let that happen if human does Satins bidding then they can go to hell
God does not like test tube babies or artificial insemination or some other family women having some one else's baby for they can adopt and man can have two wives and God does not like the single parent unless one dies then can remarry and Jesus said that it was [p107-b6] a sin to marry a divorced woman
For thy son is the angel of death and if I hold back the avenging angel from proceeding him or when he dies and I tell him to take my army of angels and go back to earth and kill [p117-b6] all those who have the unseen mark up on their heads then God can say that there is a better future for the young and it he does not come back then what he has done in life has made the future better
For people want to flat defy God and expect God to let them into heaven for what fools they are
For people will destroy them selves with their own stupidity for thy son will not tolerate insubordinate of those around him and he knows that people are trying to teach him that they can tell him what to do and treat him like something less then what he is for when I leave him that way they would have a chance of being what they are
[xxx] For heed warning I can and will send thy son back any time if things get [p121-b6] to far out of hand just because I let thy self be known does not mean that every body is going to worship God and son's, and with thy self being known then Satan is known to and has a right to let himself be known to thy son and anything that is allowed upon this earth has a right to appear before thy son and no matter what all things abide by thy rules and it is set forth that they can not possess any one unless called upon so do not scare your young and there are some places of evil but they are not every where and not all places that have spirits in them are spirits of evil and a lot of times they so not kill or hurt people but thy son knows that there are some places that things have happened that was caned because of evil and as long as they exist then people can understand that God and Satan are no joke and there is no thing that can enter thy son's body but God himself [p122-b6] for to thy son all things that appear before him will be soiled for him alone so there is no way anything can enter him and if he goes to a place where there is a spirit around or something evil then it has a right to let itself be known to thy son for it is not thy son's job to rid the world of spirits and there is no place for those who believe that they to some where before going to heaven or hell and at times I have spirits stay here upon earth for reasons of thy own for the spirit world is no joke; for if there is any other God that people believe in even Satan that wants to try and prove that they are mightier than I then let them appear before thy son and say so and then there is going to be one hell of a fight for I will be in thy son and we will get it on so instead of people trying to [p123-b6] destroy thy son let anything that is dumb enough to challenge God try it for I am the God and father of Jesus, Abram, Moss's, all the old the creator of everything for it is my way and laws that I want set forth and in time people will learn a lot about God and other things and that there is no other God for some people worship false Gods but just because they worship them does not make them God's, for there is only one God.
For I have proven to thy son that a woman does not care how she destroys a man especially when she knows what makes the man a man and would even use the knowledge that she got from him to destroy him and try and use some to the information to make her look [p126-b6] better and yet destroy what the man believed in her for God wanted a woman to prove her love Gods way and she proved her hate and Satan way for the dam bitch did not know what God was letting the man see and what God was doing to him and she all ready had information that some how the man had got hold of God and something was happening to the man that could not be explained and she still choose to do things Satan way, for the man can not figure out why God does not just kill her and send here to hell for she destroyed love and family because she wanted to be like all the rest of the whores for like so many she had to try and prove that she could make a man do what ever she want him to and the man found out he did not have a chance when the women all were doing Satan bidding
Here is some more about us and Stevenson Wa. dated 08/20/1998